Thursday, October 8, 2009

Another year of guilt.


Will it ever get be put to rest? I know I deserve it but is it not bad enough that I have felt terrible for 15 years now? I am trying to atone for my error 15 years ago. I MADE A MITAKE. I am trying to live it down and redo the past.
And today as you left you asked if you were going to return to find a key and a check on the table. I do not know how to convince you this is not the case. I LOVE you and am going to spend the rest of my life with you. Good and bad parts. In the past year and a half their have been both. We grow closer every day through everything life throws at us. Even without the states blessing you ARE my wife. Until you toss my shoes you are not getting rid of me.

I Love You
Ottar

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Have you shown this to her?

Anonymous said...

I love you too and if I truly believed you'd be gone, I wouldn't be going to a bridal faire tonight. I love you and eventually we will make this legal.

I guess leaving your boots on the front stoop would NOT be funny.

ALL my love and ALL my heart belongs to you.